和题目毫无关联，只是突然觉得不错。

主要是因为考完了万恶的心理学。我也觉得应该放点学术性的东西在这，于是就随机的放点笔记。

 

#13 Helicopter parents- hover-micromariage often over-shelter – remove obstacles for children

         2 reasons for trend: 1) cell phones  - the worlds longest ambilical cord 2) tuition cost rising –        parents have huge investment

#14 Freuds model of the mind

         Saw himself as a archeologist of the human mind, not interested in group studies – treated individuals (empirical data)

Notion of the Unconciousness

         Consciousness – super ego

         __________________________ division of the mind –EGO (in the middle)

         Unconsciousness – ID

Tripartite model of the mind (3 parts) ID

                   \/                         Ego

         Conflict model                           Super Ego

ID wants sex, food

Super Ego wants “law” –how you should behave

Ego mediates between ID and Superego – balance

Example in Cat in the Hat—ID- cat in the hat, Super Ego-fish, Ego Sally and Conrad

#15 Defense Mechanism – ways for the mind to deal with the anxiety because of all the give and take

1) repression         2) rationalization    3) denial

4) projection – putting out into the world something about yourself

5)displacement – displaces the feelings with someone else

6) reaction formation – taking whatever it is your feeling and twisting it around

7) sublimination – taking whatever conflict you have and expressing it to the word; artist, musician

Stress- event or situation – appraise or judge it to see if you can psychologically deal with it – if you think you will have a hard time that becomes stress. If you think you can not deal with it it is repressed.

-Freud says therapy described in one word- transference, a type of projection- aim of therapy to let this develop, once develops, you interpret it.

Peer review – other experts reviewing your study

1) Acceptance as is – minimal editing

2) Acceptance with revision

3) Rejection with invitation to resubmit

4) Rejection – polite

5) Rejection – (rude? Rare? )

#16 emperical work – collect data, numbers to prove

Strong evidence – defense mechanisms, oral/anal personality

Moderate evidence – origins of depression and paranoia, unconscious forces

Weak evidence – oedipal issues, female sexuality

#18 Projective tests

Projective – no right or wrong—what you see

Objective – has right or wrong answer for ever question or ones specific profile in the end, reliable

Rorshach – Projective test – what are you thinking about – hidden issues that seep out

         Ink blot test- not reliable—two different people would have to different answers as would to      different raters of the same person

#22 Appraisal – interpretation, evaluation, judgment

         Harm- 1 loss- something bad has happened and you have to judge if you can handle it

         Threat – about to happen – evaluate how much of a threat and if you can handle it

         Challenge – see as opportunity, positive

Chainsaw accident study – stimulus – blood, dismemberment in film

                                  Dependent variable – galvanic skin response; sweat, nerves, anxiety

1)  Identify with subject      harm/loss appraisal

2) safety expert point of view     challenge appraisal

#23 Stress

General Adaption Syndrome (GAS) under repeated stress

1)      alarm stage – fight or flight kicks in (sympathetic nervous system)

2)      Resistance stage – adapt and try to return to normal

3)      Exhaustion stage – organ damage and weakened immune system

-          Psychosomatic symptoms—concentration down, depression, cant sleep, stomach pain

#29 Somatoform disorders – physical complaint with no known medical cause, symptoms are real but maybe psychological reasons underneath

         Factitious D.O. – person faking (internal) for internal gain

         Malingering – doing something or reporting something not there for external reward—maybe    money

 

#26 DSDM: IV – Diagnostic and Statistical Manuel – IV

-Somatoform diagnosis

         -classification of diagnosis and their criteria—psychiatric, APA

         -book is always in flux (changing constantly)

         -example – ADHD – 1 diagnosis with three subtypes; inattentive, hyper/impulsive, combined

         -Axis I: major clinical syndromes

                   Disorders usually first diagnosed in infancy, childhood, or adolescence

                            Organic mental disorders

                            Substance related disorders

                            Schizophrenia and other psychotic disorders

                            Mood disorders

                            Anxiety disorders

                            Somatoform disorders

                            Dissociative disorders

                            Sexual and gender – identity disorders

         -Axis II: personality disorders

         -Axis III: general medical conditions

         Axis IV: Psychosocial and environmental problems

         Axis V: Global assessment scale

Cormorbid- multiple disorders

#27 Assessment and Mental disorders

         -generalized anxiety disorder

         -Panic disorder ( with or without agoraphobia)

         -obsessive compulsive disorder

Acute – severe and time compressive

         -panic attack from panic disorder

Agoraphobia- fear of the world, fear of the unknown because something out there will make you panic

Generalized anxiety disorder – constant low riding worry

Obsessive compulsive disorder – OCD, obsession> thoughts, compulsive > behavior, actions in axess

Functional limitations have to be obvious to diagnose disorder, actions must affect your everyday life

#30 school shootings

Secret service and department of education working on study to prevent school shottings

Myths about S.s. – 1) “he didn’t fit the profile”, there is no profile for school shooters unlike serial killers

                        2) “he just snapped”, these are not impulsive act, are usually planned out

                         3) “no one knew”, people just didn’t notice the signs, but looking back they can put it                           together

                          6) “he was crazy”, most shooters don’t already have disorders

                          8) “he never touched a gun”, usually shooters have used a gun before

#31 Mood disorders

         -major depressive disorder—worst for of depression, sadness and causes sleep and eating disorders

         -bipolar disorder – fluxes in manic cycles and depressive cycles. Manic- awake all the time,   extremely happy. Depressed- sad, tired, exhausted

         -dysthymic disorder – just bad for a very long period of time

Depression- significantly differ than normal functioning for more than two weeks, symptoms of depression

#32 electroconvulsive therapy (ETC)

         More common now than 20-30 years ago

         Inducing seizures with electricity

                   Brief and controlled

                   Used originally for psychotic problems

         Major use now is major depression that does not respond to medication

#33 personality disorders

         Antisocial – almost all serial killers are antisocial – not asocial but no connectedness to people,      people are just there to use in their eyes

         Borderline – emotional rollercoaster, instant changes in feelings about people, very unclear to     no boundaries

         Narcissistic – self absorbed, all about self, normally very intelligent -- cult leaders and     destructive cults

#45 cult – group of people with strong beliefs and reach a sense of identity that worsens to dependency

         -harm themselves or others

#34 Psychotic Disorder

         Most long term hospitals are host to those with schizophrenia – split mind

         Psychosis – hallucinations, perceptual distortion (see, hear, feel), and delusions ( way of       believing and thinking)

         Type 1- positive symptoms, better prognosis ( chance of getting better)

         Type 2 – lack of engagement and motivation, catatonic

#35 dissociate disorder, example>multiple personality

         Alter- different personality- actual different people with different lives and memories in the        same body

         Single most controversial diagnosis

         Extremely rare

         No way to account for the separation

         Might be a trauma disorder

 看吧，这篇日志的字数一下就不同凡响了....

        

 

 

连续2天重复的听那首home coming queen.高二一年唯一喜欢的一首歌. 还是喜欢那种无奈,哀伤之中带着的唯美...呵呵.就像你不能掌控却身陷其中,不能逃脱却是因为渐渐的迷失了自己.

A horse, a horse
My kingdom for a horse
Rattling on magnetic fields

Yes I did use up
The last box of sparklers
Before they went bad
Got wet or decayed

Homecoming queen, homecoming queen

Teeth what were sharp
Is ground down and dumb
My crooked spine becoming more brittle
What once grew straight
And tall toward the sun
Is absorbing back down
To dirt like a sponge

Homecoming queen, homecoming queen
Homecoming queen, homecoming queen

 

良予说, 信号太差　事情太多　烦的咧....

说的好!

上个youtube都卡,明天8点的物理,经济rsd怎么就从来TM不卡?!

Sometimes I get so sad
Sometimes you just make me mad

It's a sad and beautiful world
It's a sad and beautiful world

Sometimes I just won't go
Sometimes I can't say 'no'

It's a sad and beautiful world
It's a sad and beautiful world

Sometimes days go speeding past
Sometimes this one seems like the last

It's a sad and beautiful world
It's a sad and beautiful world

 

终于在过了一个半月后，我决定一改以前忙碌的生活方式。于是我想出了“不把作业带回家
”的完美计划。3点下课做作业，5点到图书馆看书，8点回来和Steve开车去体育馆，10点回来洗澡然后看《如行论》，11点到处晃一下和美国鬼子撤撤悬龙门阵，回来背几个单词，睡觉~~~

但是，每个星期还有那么特殊的两天！于是，

星期六，11点自然醒，12点去吃饭，下午看《入行论》，看电影，6点和Kelly开车逛逛街，吃吃东西，摆摆龙门镇，8点回来，9点和Matt, Scott, Sean, Steve, Steven, James, Will, Alex, Brain, Magie, Cathy….等等等等去party, 1点半回来，睡觉~~~

星期天，11点自然醒，12点去吃饭，下午看《入行论》和一些必要的东西（这里不详说），5点去打橄榄球，有时这个时间去欧阳阿姨家吃饭。9点回来，女生寝室看动画片，运气好还有东西可以吃。10点回寝室，看几个单词，洗洗睡了~~~

所以大家都知道了我的时间表，平时见不到就留言。尤其在10点到11点，不要打电话！！

周末不要说学习！！！！！！！谢谢~~~！！ 

本来没什么要说的，只是把学校的部分照片传上来就顺便说一下。

刚刚才从图书馆回来，今天下午在那呆了4个小时，兴高采烈的以为完成了所有的作业便给Sharon打了电话确认一下。结果，青天霹雳！还有一个阅读没有做….他爷爷的，我现在明白了人真的是可以被累死。题是永远做不完的！晚上从图书馆回来的一条小路上看见两个在耍朋友的中国留学，我一边走一边看着他们笑，结果我就走偏了，走着走着就走到了草地里。但是无巧不成书，当我重新修正了自己的路线时突然发现我脚下有一个硬币。于是我把它拣了起来，是一毛钱。当时我就笑了….因为美国的硬币太有意思了！按尺寸分，2毛5的硬币比1毛的大，没有问题。5分的硬币比1分的大，这个也没有问题。关键是1毛的还没有5分的大！这个就笑人了。美国人和美国硬币确实太有创意了！！刚才帮Steve做了几道他们Finance的作业题….原来美国人和计算器是不能分开的！

 

（笑死人的美国硬币，左起：2毛5，1毛，5分，1分）

  

嘿嘿，今天太有趣了！Ms. Robin，这个来自美国南方的娃。虽然你是我的代课老师，但是老子永远也忘不了你。

昨天有个白胡子老爷爷（以下简称白爷）给我们强调这个学期如果迟到3分钟就算迟到，迟到3次算一次旷课，10次旷课就要被赶回各自美丽的家乡！就算你哭着求都没有用。如果生病了必须有医院看病的单据才算数，要不也算旷课，你爷爷的，要是我早上抽筋起不来医院都去不了这个怎么算？但是按着他的规定我计算了一下，我可以迟到30次，不！只能是29次。于是我决定把这个可贵的机会用在这个学期最后一个月。白爷继续亢奋的讲着，作业不交要扣最后的总成绩….作弊的后果很严重…..我当时想这种SB作业只有SB才忘记做或者不会做，也就是说只有SB才会不交作业。但是，今天我就成了S*，这两个原因都不是，是因为我忘带了。呵呵，真TMD走运，开学差不多一个星期了，昨天才开始执行白爷的规定，我今天就撞枪口了。亲爱的Robin姐姐，你星期2的作业你星期3检查好不好，你为什么要留到星期4检查呢？“Sorry, Sydric, you forgot your homework, so I have to mark your homework as zero.”

大妈，我星期2就做完了好不好？！哎~~~

值得欣慰的是她发的答案和我做的基本都一样，还有计划周末和Sharon一起吃中国菜。 

如果问1700多在国内能买什么样的6本书——金书！！但是在美国，只能买一些让人看了都想哭的弱智书。不过还好，我有个朋友今天和我讲她买的书每本平均都是130，美圆啊！

妈妈，很小的时候你为了让我多读书于是告诉我，书中自有黄金屋，书中自有颜如玉。以前我年幼无知，理解不了，现在我终于相信了！但是想要颜如玉和黄金屋的这个代价太大了嘛！！哪怕只是想瞥一眼…我的书还没有买齐，娘，对不起你的信用卡了，记得付帐单~哎。我真的很无奈~~ 

Wow!!!!!!!!!!

昨天听了一则消息，真的是太滑稽~~Ridiculous! 我笑的怕是整个楼层都听到我的声音了。要不为什么那边的女生也会发出同样的声嘶力竭的笑声？那么的爽朗…今天早上发生了灵异事件，在我又看见那些每天早上都要为我惨烈牺牲的草莓的时候，我不禁动了恻隐之心。于是，我决定先去拿牛奶然后再回来消灭他们。短短的30秒，我回来的时候所有的草莓兄弟都摇身一变，变成了一个个硕大丰满的红红的李子！？整整两大盘，全变了！

不光是这个变，很多都是变的莫名其妙。下午去买东西，都很好，妈妈，今天我终于吃了两顿饭！！！今天Steve在看我的转经轮，正像阿爹你说的那样…他开始崇拜我了，嘿嘿！

另外要补充的，谭同学！！我郑重的告诉你娃娃，你要是再敢洗我？！哼哼…. 

时间好快，今天又是当地时间星期五，转眼在这个异国他乡已经过了一个7天。得到一些失去一些，心情正如Columbia的天气一样好，大大的太阳，让人睁不开眼睛。大大的太阳照在身上，我在自己跑学校的事情，而此时，我发现原来自己已经不是父母翅膀下荫护的鸟儿，妈妈，我可以飞了！只是在这还是得到了很多人的帮助，尤其是要感谢“收留”我的谢叔叔家。还有很多很多，需要感谢的人。今天早上吃了一顿让人觉得我不是人类是所能干掉的早餐：两个香蕉，一盘草莓，一盘菠萝加草莓冰激凌，一杯橙汁，一份用猪肉酱浇汁的香肠+蛋糕+鸡蛋饼，一份牛奶+cookie…如果你们觉得不可思议的话，我用事实告诉了你们，我做到了！也许你们会撇撇嘴说“太吃得的”但我还是要用事实告诉你们，难得吃饱！再也许你们会投来赞叹的目光对我刮目相看，并且口中喃喃到“超人”，你们可以这个样子讲，因为只有吃超人的饭才能完成超人的事情。

在我爸爸妈妈和余晓璇同学的强烈要求下，我将尽快把学校的照片传上来。 

还有2分钟就是8月7号了，就是洋洋要走的那天。以前觉得很远，现在却在眼前…也许所有的心情只有通过文字才能宣泄。今天看到了mike，和他说起了差不多去年这个时候一起上新东方，一起学英语，为了那个美国的留学梦。那个当初立志要去Michigan State University的小朋友，那个单纯的选校原因。似乎在一起的那些快乐时光就像昨天一样。而现在，它只能存在在回忆里，那个也许永远都不会忘记的回忆里。仿佛那样的日子历历在目，在新东方4楼的阳台，我们说着笑着享受这mike香烟的味道，看着楼下树叶慢慢的由翠绿色变黄，那辆载过我们两兄弟的的电瓶车，和冷冷的空气中我那个苹果味道的润唇膏的味道…一切都像昨天一样。刚刚豆子还在感慨一切都过的那么快，是啊，都是那么快，不管是好的还是不好的。都是那么快，尤其是你最想留住的那些。一年，真的又过了365天。也许不该回忆，回忆这些让人觉得留恋而伤感的记忆。突然发现写这篇文章的速度好慢，也许是思维不断的在跳回过去吧。带着所有的记忆~美国见

下午终于去看了变形金刚，本来说是有人陪着看的，所以一直期待着这部电影25天。但最后这个承诺似乎泡汤了，没关系，泡汤的有很多，这个也不算什么，呵呵…that’s ok~~真的很诧异为什么人会那么多，已经上映了快一个月还是这么多人，尤其以7-15岁的孩子和30-45岁的家长居多，这样我就很尴尬，我应该把自己归在哪一个群体呢？正像某位仁兄说的那样“我们这个年龄是一个尴尬的年龄”。相信看到这句话的那个人现在肯定在笑了~其实对变形金刚的回忆应该只是停留在童年那个熟悉的主题曲“transformers, more than meets the eye….”这个耳熟能详的旋律中。而今天那种让人感到眩目的变形过程确实和记忆中的变形金刚差的太多太多了。开始的时候我就笑了，那个兵，操西班牙口音的兵，你不就是Sucre吗？？越狱里面男主角的牢友！逃出了监狱就当兵啊？你转型的速度确实可以~~但是，正当看到擎天柱大哥等人从遥远的太空赶来和大黄蜂会合时，意想不到的事情终于发生了！只听青天霹雳一声喊，真的把我吓到了，后面那位小弟弟啊，我的亲弟弟啊，你是不是要把我的舌头拉出来在我脖子上打个蝴蝶结，再和我合张影哦？你的声音真的让人做了短暂的生与死的斗争——啊！！！擎天柱!!!!!! 我真的想转过去和他说，孩子，安静点嘛，你看你右边的姐姐都睡着了，你忍心把她从美好的梦境拉回残酷的现实吗？只是在我想说这句话的时候发现他右边坐的似乎是他奶奶~我这个尴尬的青年只有尴尬的回过头….美国人的思维真是万年不变，又是拯救人类，鬼子，我想问问你们，我就不知道你们真的是不是有这个能力在那种情况下拯救地球？还是每天只是说要反恐？还想问问我亲爱的擎天柱大哥，早在我还是孩子的时候，那时你似乎也是一个英俊少年吧。我记得你们阵营里面有很多兄弟是会飞的吧，怎么你这次来地球不带他们来呢？你看看人家霸天虎，天上飞的，地上跑的，琳琅满目，应有尽有~~但是，无论怎么落后，电影的结局总是让人在没有看之前就可以猜测的。还是我大哥赢了！！哈哈~ 

左边的空位置，一个人的变形金刚